Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Linda’s Haunting Vision: By CARL BAKAL


Courtesy: Medical Miracles, from Readers Digest 1981. November.
From the frontiers of science and the far horizons of personal courage, these stories of medical triumphs and miracles will reaffirm your faith in the awesome powers of the human spirit. Dramatic victories and human triumphs.
Selected and edited by the editors of Readers Digest
Life began for Linda Buritsch on September 10, 1945, on Staten Island, New York.  When she was two, the Buritsch family, which also included Linda’s older brother, Kit, moved to Riviera Beach, Maryland.  Although Linda was born with a heart murmur, she lived a completely active life—swimming, fishing, and playing tennis.  When she was a child, she dreamed of becoming a gym teacher, but as she grew older her interests turned to music, art and writing.
She wrote poetry and stories, some of which were published in student anthologies.  Death seemed to preoccupy her.  “What is death?” she once wrote.  “Death is eternity—but how can I be sure?”  Was it her awareness of death that made life so precious to her?  “I love life,” she wrote.  “I wait for life. Will life wait for me?”  She was always falling in and our of love.  Although some of her attachments were serious, none was lasting, perhaps because the love she ultimately hoped to find existed only in her dreams.
This is suggested by a rather curious incident.  One afternoon in 1963, just after she finished high school, she suddenly sketched a portrait—the first she had ever done.  It was of a boy of about her own age who bore no resemblance to anyone she ever known.
“Who’s the boy?” her mother, Polly, asked.
‘My dream man,” said Linda.
“Oh, come off it,” Polly said.  “Where did you get such an idea?”
“I don’t know,” said Linda.  “I just had an impulse to draw somebody, and that’s who I came up with.”  Then she walked into her bedroom, removed a photograph from a frame, and replaced it with the portrait.
Linda attended Hoot College in Frederick, Maryland, where she majored in English, continued her writing, and edited the school literary magazine.  Upon graduation in 1967, she taught English at Annapolis junior High School, and became one of the most popular teachers.
She had begun getting headaches while she was in college.  But because they usually occurred at exam time, they were diagnosed as migraines triggered by pressure.  Neither Linda nor her parents were alarmed.
In the spring of what was to he the last year of her life, she went on vacation to Puerto Rico and took several weekend trips to New England with friends.  She was sparkling at her brother Kit’s wedding in May and, after school was out in June, she dated almost every night.
“It now seems she sensed her time was running out,” her mother recalls.  “She kept going constantly.”  At one point she surprised everyone by thoroughly cleaning her room, throwing away old love letters and other mementoes.  But she saved the portrait of her “dream man,” removing it from the frame and carefully placing it in a portfolio with her other sketches.
She was still troubled by occasional headaches, but the attacks did not seem to incapacitate her.  Or it may be that Linda was simply not one to complain.  Otherwise, she seemed in perfect health.
The end came with terrible suddenness.  On Sunday, July 21, Linda came home from a weekend trip complaining of an unusually bad headache.  Despite continuing pain, she worked at her temporary summer job most of the week, but on Thursday night she became violently ill, and threw up.  “She may be allergic to codeine.” The doctor told Polly over the phone, and prescribed another painkiller.  It enabled Linda to sleep through the night.  But Friday morning Linda was far too sick to go to work.  And during the day she started throwing up what appeared to be blood.  Seriously alarmed, her mother phoned the doctor, who told her to take Linda to nearby North Arundel Hospital.  “Oh Mom,” Linda cried on the way, “I feel terrible. I think I’m going to die.”

Almost the same time, 400 miles away in Charleston, South Carolina, another 22-year-old faced tragedy of a different sort.  If Linda might be described as the All-American girl, George [Woody] Johnson, Jr., was in many in many ways the All-American boy.  Like Linda, in his growing-up years he had wanted to be a gym teacher and then—again like Linda he found his interests turning to reading, drawing and music.
But Woody was always plagued with poor eyesight, and when he was twenty he learned that he was suffering from keratoconus, a rare disorder that may markedly distort vision and is characterized by bulging of the membrane covering the front of the eye.  At first, contact lenses flattened out the bulge in the left cornea and enabled him to see normally.  Later, as the disease progressed, the lenses no longer did the job.  By the spring of 1968, the aliment had progressed so far that Dr. William Vallotton, a prominent Charleston eye surgeon, told the boy a corneal transplant was needed to save his eye.
Woody agreed to the operation.  Now the problem was to obtain an eye from a donor with little delay.  Dr. Vallctton, who had performed several hundred such transplants, filed his request with the South Carolina Eye Bank, which in turn contacted the nation’s other eye banks.
When Woody got home from college at the end of June, he was told to leave word where he could be reached at all times (corneal transplants must be performed within 72 hours of the removal of the eye from the donor).  All that remained was for someone to die
When he arrived at North Arundel Hospital, Linda was barely conscious.  That evening a diagnostic spinal tap indicated some pressure on the brain, a condition the hospital wasn’t equipped to handle.  Linda, now in a coma, was sped by ambulance 15 miles to University hospital in Baltimore.  There she was rushed into surgery.  Not until 1 a.m.  Friday night nearly five hours later—was Linda brought into the recovery room.
The surgeon was grim and gray with fatigue.  “Your daughter had a brain tumor,” he told Linda’s parents.  He added that he had done everything he could; that what happened now was up to God.
Linda never regained consciousness.  At 1:45 a.m. Monday morning, the phone rang in the Buritsches’ bedroom.  “I knew immediately what it was.” Recalls Polly—“the hospital telling us it was over.
In the dazed confusion that followed, she recalls only hazily being asked if Linda’s eyes could be donated to the eye bank.  “I agreed,” she says.  “I felt Linda would have wanted me to.  I remember once when we were discussing heart transplants, she said, ‘I wish I could give my heart.’  She knew that she couldn’t, because her heart wasn’t that good.  But she said, ‘I’d really like to leave something.  It would be great to leave something.’”
Shortly after Linda’s death, her eyes were delivered to the Medical Eye Bank of Maryland. At the top of the bank’s list was the request of Woody’s doctor in Charleston.  Within minutes, Woody, who was working as a lifeguard at a Charleston swimming pool, got a message to phone his doctor.  “We’ve got the eye,” said Dr. Vallotton.  “It’s being flown in from Baltimore.  I want you at the hospital by six this evening.”
By 11 a.m. the next morning, the cornea of Woody’s left eye had been replaced with one of Linda’s.
During this week of convalescences, Woody’s thoughts kept covering the same ground.  How lucky he was to get a cornea so soon.  Who was it that had given him the gift of sight?  Was he ever going to be able to tell the donor’s family how grateful he was?
Although he knew that the identity of the donors is kept confidential [all he could learn from the hospital records was that his donor had been a 22-year-old], Woody wrote to the medical Eye Bank of Maryland in late August 1968 “If in your judgment, there would be no offense taken, I would like to say a humble ‘thanks’ to the family.  If they would care to know, I am also a 22-years of age, and I am a junior majoring in psychology at the University of Tennessee.  The operation went very well and I’m recovering beautifully.”
Frederick Griffith, director of the eye bank, had in the previous five years shipped perhaps 3000 corneas to all parts of the country.  This was only the second time he had ever received a thank-you letter.  Moved by Woody’s sincerity, he phoned the Buritsches and read them the letter.  Almost as an afterthought, he asked if they would like to meet Woody.  They said yes.
On Saturday, October 6, Woody flew to Washington to be Buritsches’ guest for the weekend.  He was nervous and apprehensive.  After all, in his head was a piece of tissue that had once lived in the daughter of the people he was going to visit.
Woody and the Buritsches hit it off instantly.  “What surprised me,” recalls a friend who was present at the meeting, “was that though these people had never met before, they felt comfortable and warm with each other.  It was not at all like an encounter between strangers.”
Polly Buritsches brought out Linda’s portfolios and scrapbook and told Woody of Linda’s many interests.  He peppered the Buritsches with questions about Linda.  That night—Polly had put Woody in Linda’s room—Woody found her books as she had left them scarcely two months before: D.H.Lawrence, e.e Cummings, Emily Dickinson, Rilke, Shelley, Hemingway, Hegel—many of the books he also had read and loved.
At breakfast, Woody said he would have only black coffee.  But looking Polly’s pancakes, he changed his mind and filled his plate with a towering stack.  How strange, thought Polly?  Linda, too, would have done that—first refusing and then changing her mind.  Polly noticed other similarities between this boy and her daughter.  They had the same contagious laugh and bubbly way of expressing themselves.  It was astonishing to think that anyone else—and particularly this boy—could be sitting her place at the table.
Before leaving, Woody gave Buritsches a photograph of himself, which Polly promptly had framed and placed on the living-room table.  As the months passed, she would catch herself staring at it for no apparent reason.  Why did she feel drawn to it?  Was it because of the unique events that made Woody’s life inextricably part of her own?  But, no, it was something about the photograph itself.  Where had she seen it before?
In the spring of 1969—six months after Woody’s visit the Buritsches decided to publish Linda’s poetry and sketches as a memorial to her.  Going through her things, Polly came across a sketch she hadn’t seen for years—a portrait of a boy.
“My God, I can’t believe it!” she cried out.  She called her husband.  Who is this?” she asked, showing him this sketch.  “Why, it’s Woody.” He said.  Polly rushed to the living room and placed the portrait next to Woody’s photo.  The resemblances were astonishing.  The portrait was the one Linda had made, five years before death, of her dream man.
In the some portfolio, exactly where Polly had found the sketch, was a fragment of Linda’s verse:

Of anguish, none is greater
Than the passing of two hearts
That never knew each other.