Friday, July 13, 2018

Turn Your Sickness Into an Asset: By LOUIS E. BISCH, M.D., Author of “Be Glad You’re Neurotic”


Courtesy: Medical Miracles, from Readers Digest 1981. November.
From the frontiers of science and the far horizons of personal courage, these stories of medical triumphs and miracles will reaffirm your faith in the awesome powers of the human spirit. Dramatic victories and human triumphs.
Selected and edited by the editors of Readers Digest
Only yesterday you were marching in health and vigor, sickness was a far-off shadow.  Then suddenly illness unhinged your knees, brought you limply to bed.  And now you are a horizontal citizen of sickroom, an unwilling initiate into the fellowship of pain.
Your reaction is to rail fretfully against fate, to recent bitterly such untimely interference with life’s routine.  Yet your illness can confer substantial benefits—and not just in the realm of job-like piety, either.  An enforced holiday in bed blamelessly releases us from a too busy world, sharpens our mental and spiritual perceptions, and permits a clearer perspective on our lives.  An illness should be regarded as an opportunity to gather dividends and generate energies that mere health cannot possibly bestow.
I am not speaking of those chronic sufferers whose illness dooms them to a life of invalidism, and whose heroic readjustments lift them above the rank of ordinary men.  The American historian Francis Parkman is a triumphant prototype of all such conquerors of pain.  During the great part of his life, Parkman suffered so acutely that he neither could nor work for more than a half hour at a time.  His eyesight was so wretched that he could scrawl only a few gigantic words on a manuscript.  He was racked by major digestive trouble, crippling arthritis and agonizing headaches.  Physically, everything was wrong with him, yet he contrived to write nearly 20 magnificent volumes of history.
But our interest here centers on the ordinary mortal stricken less harshly.  These sic-chamber casuals rarely learn to make the most of illness, regarding it only as a visitation of bad luck.  Yet thousands actually have found themselves for the first time during sickness.  The ‘beloved physician,’ Dr. Edward Livingston Trudeau, was sent, as a young doctor, to the mountains, where he expected to die of tuberculosis.  But he did not die.  As he lay in bed he had a vision of a great hospital where he could rebuild other sufferers.  Flat on his back at times, he examined patients not as ill as himself.  He raised money and labored until his dream became the great sanatorium at Saranac Lake, New York, that helped thousands of tuberculosis patients.  Trydeay’s affection turned an unknown doctor into a physician of worldwide fame.
Engene O Neill was an utter drifter with no plan of life until he was 25.  A serious illness, tuberculosis, gave him the requisite leisure, he said later, “to evaluate the impressions of many years in which experiences had crowded one upon the other, with never a second’s reflection.”  It was in the sanatorium that had he first began to write his plays.
Like any other major experience, illness actually changes us.  How?  Well, for one thing we are temporarily relieved from the pressure of meeting the world head-on.  Responsibility melts away like snow on an April roof; we don’t have to catch trains, tend babies of wind clocks.  We enter a realm of introspection and self-analyses.  We think soberly, perhaps for the first time, about our past and future.  Former values are seen to be fallacious, habitual courses of action appear weak, foolish or stubborn.  Illness gives us that rarest thing in the world—a second chance, not only at health but also at life itself!
Illness knocks a lot of nonsense out of us; it induces humility, cuts us down to size.  It enables us to throw a searchlight upon our inner selves and to discover how often we have rationalized our failures and weaknesses, dodged vital issue and run skulkingly away.  Mistakes made in our jobs, marriage and social contacts stand out clearly.  When we are a bit scared the salutary effect of sickness is particularly marked.  For only when the way straitens and the gate grows narrow do some people discover their soul, their God, their life work.
Florence Nightingale, too ill to move from her bed reorganized the hospitals of England.  Semi-paralyzed, and under the constant menace of apoplexy, Pasteur was tireless in his attack on disease.  Innumerable illustrations might be cited.  And the testimony from humbler sources is just as striking.  A young man in a hospital for two weeks discovered that he had always wanted to be a research worker in chemistry.  Until then he had been ‘too busy’ as a drug salesman.  Today he is making a splendid to of his new job.  While recuperating from scarlet fever, a woman in her 40s vanquished the terrors she had felt about approaching middle life.  “I am not going to return to my former state of feeling superfluous,” she resolved.   “My children are married and can take care of themselves.  I’m going to start a millinery shop and make then like it.”  She did, and needless to say, they do.
In talking with patients, I find that many who have sojourned in “the pleasant land of counterpane” say that for the first time they learned the true meaning of friendship, often undecipherable in the complex pattern of this modern world.  They say also that they discovered secret depths of their own life-stream.  “After a few days in bed, “writes one of them, “Time becomes an unimagined luxury.  Time to thin, time to enjoy, time to create, time at last to express the best and deepest part of human nature.  Illness is one of the great privileges of life; it whispers that man’s destiny is bound up with transcendental powers.  Illness pares and lops off the outer parts of life and leaves one with the essence of it.”
Even pain confers spiritual insight, a beauty of outlook, a philosophy of life, an understanding and forgiveness of humanity—in short, a quality of peace and serenity—that can scarcely be acquired when we are in good health.  Suffering is a cleansing fire that chars away triviality and restlessness.  Milton declared, “Who best can suffer, best can do.”  The proof is his ‘Paradise Lost’ written after he was stricken blind.
In illness you discover that your imagination is more active than it ever has been; unshaken by petty details of existence, you daydream, build air castles, make plans.  As your physical strength returns, your fantasies are not dulled; rather they become more practical, and you definitely decide upon the things you will put into action when you recover.
Your concentration improves tremendously.  You are astonished to find how easly you can think a difficult problem through to its solution.  Why?  Because your instincts of self-preservation are speeded up, and nonessentials are eliminated.  It is interesting, too, that your reactions to what you see and hear are more acute.  A robin at the window, a fleeting expression on a friend’s face, are delicately savored as memorable experiences.  Illness sensitizes you; that is why you may be irritable.  You may even weep at the least provocation.  But this sensitivity should be turned to better uses.  Now is an excellent time to develop yourself along a special line, to read widely of to create orginal ideas.  Contrary to an old belief, a sick body does not necessarily make a sick mind, except in those who try to make their illness an excuse of laziness.  No one honestly can use an ordinary illness as an excuse for ineffectualness.
If you have never been sick, never lost so much as a day in bed—then you have missed something!  When your turn comes, don’t dismayed.  Remind yourself that suffering may teach you something valuable, something that you could not have learned otherwise.  Possibly it may change for the better the entire course of your life.  You and those around you will be happier if you can look upon any illness as a blessing in disguise, and wisely determine to make the most of it.  You can turn your sickness into an asset.